Saturday, October 7, 1995

Last night was a lot of fun. I took Jaremy Butler, the one who took me to the fireside and bowling.  After dinner and the Spook Alley we went to Kmart and played games with shopping carts.  Then we drove home.  It was just tons of fun goofing off with everybody.  I'm getting a lot better at talking with guys.  I'm myself and people have fun being with me.  It's take along time to realize that was possible.  A lot of friends (guys too) and Heavenly Father have helped me.

When we arrived home we talked to Mom and Dad a lot.  Then Jaremy and I went and picked raspberries.  I have to be outside when there is a full moon.  Don't worry it wasn't romantic (that would be gross).  We just laughed and had fun.  I just like having tons of guy friends.  I don't know any more right now that could be anything more than friends.  Maybe they are on missions.

January 14, 2015:  Lightening Bolt:  You are going to marry your best friend!  You are going to need to stay best friends throughout life and eternity.  Romance is something that grows out of friendship not the other way around.

Thursday, October 5, 1995

Today I ran into an old friend from high school.  We talked for 2 hours.  Those were the hours I wanted, no, needed to study.  Oh, well.  Relationships are important too.

Tomorrow Kami, Laura Richards, and I are getting dates and going through a spook alley then out for frozen yogurt.  I only have one problem, getting a date.  Well, it ought to be fun if I can get one.

I just can't seem to get feeling all the way better after my cold.  My stomach and head have been hurting.  Oh, well.

I want to become a more holy person.  More meek, like Christ.  I love life.  There's so much to master and become.

Wednesday, October 4, 1995

It rained last night and it's wet this morning.  I went and danced under the poplars last night .  I made a list of unique things to do, or at least things that I usually don't do.  This simple event must include at least one family member.  For instance, I'm bringing home pizza tonight.  We'll crank up some fun music and just enjoy ourselves.  I think it will improve our relationship with each other and make life more interesting and enjoyable.

My school classes are fascinating to me.  I have formed study groups which provide social interaction and an incentive to study and keep on top of things.  I want to earn a 4.0 this quarter.

Well, I need to study, donate blood, practice piano, and you can see the rest on my task list.

Tuesday, October 3, 1995

Having a good day?  I am.  Heavenly Father has blessed me with enough time, patience, and energy to stay on top of my homework.  I thank Him for this and hope it will continue.

I went for a brisk walk this morning for exercise.  My breath left puffs of steam.  I repeated outloud some of the systems and terms I had studied.  The sun rays were just beginning to highlight the mountain tops as Oreo (our dog who's expecting puppies in 2 weeks) and I made our way home.  A walk can cleanse your mind and invigorate the soul!

Mom and Dad went to the temple this morning.  I'm glad.  It's important; I can't wait until I can go.  It will bring a new depth to my life and understanding.

Tonight when I get home from work I'm going to dance among the poplar trees in the moonlight.  Life has so many unique experiences to offer if we will but add them.

Monday, October 2, 1995

On Friday Kami, Kevin Francom, and I went to a dance at USU.  We had a lot of fun, but I felt the atmosphere was not one in which the Spirit could be felt.  I'm trying to live worthy of the constant companionship of the Holy Ghost; therefore, I'm not going to participate in activities that don't help me have good thoughts or feelings.

General Conference was wonderful.  I have so many weaknesses, so much to improve on.  I am grateful for prophets to remind me by example and teaching.

Busy, busy!  I can handle it now.  After all I'm eighteen now!  I can do anything!  I'll be in school from 9-9 today.  Oh, well!  I love it!

Wednesday, September 27, 1995

My institute teacher is terrific.  He's funny, spiritual, interesting, and caring.  He takes the time to learn all of the hundreds of names of his students and members in his ward.  He's a bishop too.  I want to be as good as he as at making people feel important.

What a wonderful day!  It felt great to get up early and practice the piano and workout in the morning.  I love life!

There's one drawback to writing my journal in my planner.  There's really no room for details like conversations, scenery descriptions, etc.  But I carry this everywhere, so I can write when I get a second.

"You can't know God without experiencing Him by revelation."  I need to be more worthy of the Spirit so I can some to know God.  That is my greatest desire!

Tuesday, September 26, 1995

I'm excited for school tomorrow.  I'm going to be very friendly, especially with the guys, and get study groups going.  I want to have lots of guy friends this year and date a lot.

As you can tell from the task list for today and tomorrow I have plenty to keep me hopping.

My bedroom is getting a lot more organized as are the car and book bags.

For really the first time in my life I'm delighted to be me.  I'm far from perfect and I'm not a model, but I'm me.  I'm good at a lot...