Last night was a lot of fun. I took Jaremy Butler, the one who took me to the fireside and bowling. After dinner and the Spook Alley we went to Kmart and played games with shopping carts. Then we drove home. It was just tons of fun goofing off with everybody. I'm getting a lot better at talking with guys. I'm myself and people have fun being with me. It's take along time to realize that was possible. A lot of friends (guys too) and Heavenly Father have helped me.
When we arrived home we talked to Mom and Dad a lot. Then Jaremy and I went and picked raspberries. I have to be outside when there is a full moon. Don't worry it wasn't romantic (that would be gross). We just laughed and had fun. I just like having tons of guy friends. I don't know any more right now that could be anything more than friends. Maybe they are on missions.
January 14, 2015: Lightening Bolt: You are going to marry your best friend! You are going to need to stay best friends throughout life and eternity. Romance is something that grows out of friendship not the other way around.
Wednesday, January 14, 2015
Wednesday, December 3, 2014
Thursday, October 5, 1995
Today I ran into an old friend from high school. We talked for 2 hours. Those were the hours I wanted, no, needed to study. Oh, well. Relationships are important too.
Tomorrow Kami, Laura Richards, and I are getting dates and going through a spook alley then out for frozen yogurt. I only have one problem, getting a date. Well, it ought to be fun if I can get one.
I just can't seem to get feeling all the way better after my cold. My stomach and head have been hurting. Oh, well.
I want to become a more holy person. More meek, like Christ. I love life. There's so much to master and become.
Tomorrow Kami, Laura Richards, and I are getting dates and going through a spook alley then out for frozen yogurt. I only have one problem, getting a date. Well, it ought to be fun if I can get one.
I just can't seem to get feeling all the way better after my cold. My stomach and head have been hurting. Oh, well.
I want to become a more holy person. More meek, like Christ. I love life. There's so much to master and become.
Wednesday, October 4, 1995
It rained last night and it's wet this morning. I went and danced under the poplars last night . I made a list of unique things to do, or at least things that I usually don't do. This simple event must include at least one family member. For instance, I'm bringing home pizza tonight. We'll crank up some fun music and just enjoy ourselves. I think it will improve our relationship with each other and make life more interesting and enjoyable.
My school classes are fascinating to me. I have formed study groups which provide social interaction and an incentive to study and keep on top of things. I want to earn a 4.0 this quarter.
Well, I need to study, donate blood, practice piano, and you can see the rest on my task list.
My school classes are fascinating to me. I have formed study groups which provide social interaction and an incentive to study and keep on top of things. I want to earn a 4.0 this quarter.
Well, I need to study, donate blood, practice piano, and you can see the rest on my task list.
Tuesday, October 3, 1995
Having a good day? I am. Heavenly Father has blessed me with enough time, patience, and energy to stay on top of my homework. I thank Him for this and hope it will continue.
I went for a brisk walk this morning for exercise. My breath left puffs of steam. I repeated outloud some of the systems and terms I had studied. The sun rays were just beginning to highlight the mountain tops as Oreo (our dog who's expecting puppies in 2 weeks) and I made our way home. A walk can cleanse your mind and invigorate the soul!
Mom and Dad went to the temple this morning. I'm glad. It's important; I can't wait until I can go. It will bring a new depth to my life and understanding.
Tonight when I get home from work I'm going to dance among the poplar trees in the moonlight. Life has so many unique experiences to offer if we will but add them.
I went for a brisk walk this morning for exercise. My breath left puffs of steam. I repeated outloud some of the systems and terms I had studied. The sun rays were just beginning to highlight the mountain tops as Oreo (our dog who's expecting puppies in 2 weeks) and I made our way home. A walk can cleanse your mind and invigorate the soul!
Mom and Dad went to the temple this morning. I'm glad. It's important; I can't wait until I can go. It will bring a new depth to my life and understanding.
Tonight when I get home from work I'm going to dance among the poplar trees in the moonlight. Life has so many unique experiences to offer if we will but add them.
Monday, October 2, 1995
On Friday Kami, Kevin Francom, and I went to a dance at USU. We had a lot of fun, but I felt the atmosphere was not one in which the Spirit could be felt. I'm trying to live worthy of the constant companionship of the Holy Ghost; therefore, I'm not going to participate in activities that don't help me have good thoughts or feelings.
General Conference was wonderful. I have so many weaknesses, so much to improve on. I am grateful for prophets to remind me by example and teaching.
Busy, busy! I can handle it now. After all I'm eighteen now! I can do anything! I'll be in school from 9-9 today. Oh, well! I love it!
General Conference was wonderful. I have so many weaknesses, so much to improve on. I am grateful for prophets to remind me by example and teaching.
Busy, busy! I can handle it now. After all I'm eighteen now! I can do anything! I'll be in school from 9-9 today. Oh, well! I love it!
Wednesday, September 27, 1995
My institute teacher is terrific. He's funny, spiritual, interesting, and caring. He takes the time to learn all of the hundreds of names of his students and members in his ward. He's a bishop too. I want to be as good as he as at making people feel important.
What a wonderful day! It felt great to get up early and practice the piano and workout in the morning. I love life!
There's one drawback to writing my journal in my planner. There's really no room for details like conversations, scenery descriptions, etc. But I carry this everywhere, so I can write when I get a second.
"You can't know God without experiencing Him by revelation." I need to be more worthy of the Spirit so I can some to know God. That is my greatest desire!
What a wonderful day! It felt great to get up early and practice the piano and workout in the morning. I love life!
There's one drawback to writing my journal in my planner. There's really no room for details like conversations, scenery descriptions, etc. But I carry this everywhere, so I can write when I get a second.
"You can't know God without experiencing Him by revelation." I need to be more worthy of the Spirit so I can some to know God. That is my greatest desire!
Thursday, November 20, 2014
Tuesday, September 26, 1995
I'm excited for school tomorrow. I'm going to be very friendly, especially with the guys, and get study groups going. I want to have lots of guy friends this year and date a lot.
As you can tell from the task list for today and tomorrow I have plenty to keep me hopping.
My bedroom is getting a lot more organized as are the car and book bags.
For really the first time in my life I'm delighted to be me. I'm far from perfect and I'm not a model, but I'm me. I'm good at a lot...
As you can tell from the task list for today and tomorrow I have plenty to keep me hopping.
My bedroom is getting a lot more organized as are the car and book bags.
For really the first time in my life I'm delighted to be me. I'm far from perfect and I'm not a model, but I'm me. I'm good at a lot...
Monday, September 25, 1995
Yesterday and Saturday I went on a date with the same guy. It was fun. I enjoyed it. (11-20-14 P.S.: Notice, I'm not going to gush and get my hopes up. I totally enjoyed the dates and meeting Jaremy, but I wasn't going to expose my heart yet.)
Heavenly Father has given me so many weaknesses and a lot of pride along with them. I feel overwhelmed. But then the scriptures remind me of His love and plan for me. He has provided a perfect example and a way to repent. I'm grateful!
School starts on Wednesday! I'm so excited, but there's tons to do to prepare for it.
Today Mom and Dad took me out for an afternoon lunch on my birthday and shopping in Ogden. I got some new shoes at Payless. They're great! (My parents, I mean! The shoes are too.)
Heavenly Father has given me so many weaknesses and a lot of pride along with them. I feel overwhelmed. But then the scriptures remind me of His love and plan for me. He has provided a perfect example and a way to repent. I'm grateful!
School starts on Wednesday! I'm so excited, but there's tons to do to prepare for it.
Today Mom and Dad took me out for an afternoon lunch on my birthday and shopping in Ogden. I got some new shoes at Payless. They're great! (My parents, I mean! The shoes are too.)
Thursday, November 13, 2014
First Date
Written: November 5, 2014
The first time I met Jaremy Butler was on September 23, 1995. I worked at ZCMI in the mall. I brought my little brother and sister, Jacob and Melissa, with me to work. They hung out at the mall while I worked my evening shift. A co-worker came up to me and excitedly told me she had set me up on a blind date for that night. I said my little siblings were with me. She said to just bring them.
Dating was okay, but had seemed superficial up to this point. I went into the dressing room at work and knelt down to pray. I asked Heavenly Father to help me be myself. Of course, Heavenly Father knew of my desire to develop a close friendship with someone worthy, fun, smart, righteous, and amazing. He answered my prayer!
Jake and Melissa were so excited to be going on a date with me. They ended up being great chaperons. Jaremy Butler was my date for the evening. He had longer hair and a goatee. Jaremy and I found we were both the oldest of eight children. We had a lot in common and conversation flowed readily. He quickly won over Jake and Melissa. They thought he was great! So did I! But I didn't dare think much about it.
After we went bowling we said good-bye. As we were heading for the car Jaremy ran out and asked me for my phone number. I was thrilled, but he didn't write it down so I thought he would never call. Little did I know he memorized it because it was just one digit different from his Aunt Mary's number. He called the next day and asked me to a fireside.
When we got home Jake and Melissa gushed to my parents all about Jaremy. They would get a chance to meet him the very next night.
Jaremy invited me to go to a fireside in Logan with him where he would be singing in the choir. A man that sings -- awesome! I thought he wouldn't come all the way to Honeyville from Logan to pick me up. But his family was from the area, so it was no big deal to him.
I met his sister, Rachel, briefly at the fireside. The choir sang a cool, bag pipe version of Praise to the Man. The fireside speaker was Hyrum Smith's great, great grandson or something. He gave an interesting talk about the Prophet, Joseph Smith and his brother while showing some artifacts. I sat alone while Jaremy was in the choir seats.
On the way back to Honeyville we talked and talked. Jaremy was pulled over for speeding on the highway in Deweyville. I thought it was going to ruin the evening and Jaremy would be stressed and ornery. To my surprise and delight, it didn't even phase Jaremy. We just kept talking and laughing while the cop handed him a ticket. What a welcome surprise! I started right then to love how Jaremy handled life. He didn't and doesn't ever have a bad attitude, stress rolls over his back, set backs aren't a big deal. He was and is even tempered, fun to be around, easy going, calm, mature, and calculated. This incident got my attention and my admiration.
When he dropped me off at home Mom and Dad invited him in for ice cream and peaches. We sat in the living room and visited until late. My little brothers and sisters were spying on us the whole time. We discovered Jaremy was very family oriented. I had a great time! My parents were impressed! So was I!
The first time I met Jaremy Butler was on September 23, 1995. I worked at ZCMI in the mall. I brought my little brother and sister, Jacob and Melissa, with me to work. They hung out at the mall while I worked my evening shift. A co-worker came up to me and excitedly told me she had set me up on a blind date for that night. I said my little siblings were with me. She said to just bring them.
Dating was okay, but had seemed superficial up to this point. I went into the dressing room at work and knelt down to pray. I asked Heavenly Father to help me be myself. Of course, Heavenly Father knew of my desire to develop a close friendship with someone worthy, fun, smart, righteous, and amazing. He answered my prayer!
Jake and Melissa were so excited to be going on a date with me. They ended up being great chaperons. Jaremy Butler was my date for the evening. He had longer hair and a goatee. Jaremy and I found we were both the oldest of eight children. We had a lot in common and conversation flowed readily. He quickly won over Jake and Melissa. They thought he was great! So did I! But I didn't dare think much about it.
After we went bowling we said good-bye. As we were heading for the car Jaremy ran out and asked me for my phone number. I was thrilled, but he didn't write it down so I thought he would never call. Little did I know he memorized it because it was just one digit different from his Aunt Mary's number. He called the next day and asked me to a fireside.
When we got home Jake and Melissa gushed to my parents all about Jaremy. They would get a chance to meet him the very next night.
Jaremy invited me to go to a fireside in Logan with him where he would be singing in the choir. A man that sings -- awesome! I thought he wouldn't come all the way to Honeyville from Logan to pick me up. But his family was from the area, so it was no big deal to him.
I met his sister, Rachel, briefly at the fireside. The choir sang a cool, bag pipe version of Praise to the Man. The fireside speaker was Hyrum Smith's great, great grandson or something. He gave an interesting talk about the Prophet, Joseph Smith and his brother while showing some artifacts. I sat alone while Jaremy was in the choir seats.
On the way back to Honeyville we talked and talked. Jaremy was pulled over for speeding on the highway in Deweyville. I thought it was going to ruin the evening and Jaremy would be stressed and ornery. To my surprise and delight, it didn't even phase Jaremy. We just kept talking and laughing while the cop handed him a ticket. What a welcome surprise! I started right then to love how Jaremy handled life. He didn't and doesn't ever have a bad attitude, stress rolls over his back, set backs aren't a big deal. He was and is even tempered, fun to be around, easy going, calm, mature, and calculated. This incident got my attention and my admiration.
When he dropped me off at home Mom and Dad invited him in for ice cream and peaches. We sat in the living room and visited until late. My little brothers and sisters were spying on us the whole time. We discovered Jaremy was very family oriented. I had a great time! My parents were impressed! So was I!
Wednesday, November 5, 2014
Thursday, September 21, 1995
We've been moving Aunt Lorie today and will tomorrow. Uncle Mitch is down in CA attending medical school so he can't help. Aunt Lorie has known they will have to move down there for a long time, but hasn't packed a thing. She worked on her yard instead. Oh, well! Our styles are different I would have started packing the minute I heard of moving instead of waiting until the day of, so everyone else doesn't have to worry about it. Aunt Lorie has been good to help us with the raspberries and I'm sure she wonders why we planted them. I'll miss their family.
I've been so tired lately; I don't know why either. I can't wait until things slow down. Especially for poor Mom; she's worn to a frazzle.
I've been so tired lately; I don't know why either. I can't wait until things slow down. Especially for poor Mom; she's worn to a frazzle.
Wednesday, September 20, 1995
What a day! What a life! So much to do! Oh, well!
Last night on the way home from work I stopped for a train on our road. Our road usually has no traffic, so I was alone in the night. I got out of the car and approached the tracks to wait for the train to pass. The evening was cool around me as the train light became closer and closer. Suddenly it was upon me. The sound overwhelmed me. I could feel the ground rumble and her the tracks hiss. The wind blew hard against me and it kept coming. I turned for but a moment and it was gone. I got back in the car and went home feeling excited.
Isn't it funny how little experiences can add to life!
Last night on the way home from work I stopped for a train on our road. Our road usually has no traffic, so I was alone in the night. I got out of the car and approached the tracks to wait for the train to pass. The evening was cool around me as the train light became closer and closer. Suddenly it was upon me. The sound overwhelmed me. I could feel the ground rumble and her the tracks hiss. The wind blew hard against me and it kept coming. I turned for but a moment and it was gone. I got back in the car and went home feeling excited.
Isn't it funny how little experiences can add to life!
Tuesday, September 19. 1995
I need to change my self. I need to be more humble and meek. I need to be less dramatic and be more sincere and mild. I need to purify my thoughts. I need to base my worth on my knowledge of my divine nature. I need to concentrate on on being more Christlike.
I've been given so much. I live in a beautiful place. I have a wonderful family and terrific parents. I've been blessed with an opportunity to get an education and the desire to do so. I have so many comforts and privileges. I'm grateful for them.
I just want to let you know that I know that Heavenly Father and His Son, Jesus Christ, live and love us. I know they want us to return to them and have provided the way by which we can!
I've been given so much. I live in a beautiful place. I have a wonderful family and terrific parents. I've been blessed with an opportunity to get an education and the desire to do so. I have so many comforts and privileges. I'm grateful for them.
I just want to let you know that I know that Heavenly Father and His Son, Jesus Christ, live and love us. I know they want us to return to them and have provided the way by which we can!
Wednesday, October 29, 2014
Saturday, September 16, 1995
Today as we canned peaches we watched the movie "The Lion King." It's a cute cartoon.
Tonight after work I'm going on a blind date. My friend at work set me up. I don't really care to blind date, but, hey, there's always a chance of it being fun. I've never went on a date with a guy I really knew. Oh, well! I enjoy the life I have right now. I wouldn't mind having a few good guy friends, but even that can be put off.
We sing, talk, and laugh a lot in the raspberries. It's fun, but gets tiring day after day. I have an awesome farmer's tan now. I enjoy being with my parents. I probably won't be able to do that for many more years.
Well, wish me a nice time on the date. We are going bowling; I'll fill you in tomorrow.
Tonight after work I'm going on a blind date. My friend at work set me up. I don't really care to blind date, but, hey, there's always a chance of it being fun. I've never went on a date with a guy I really knew. Oh, well! I enjoy the life I have right now. I wouldn't mind having a few good guy friends, but even that can be put off.
We sing, talk, and laugh a lot in the raspberries. It's fun, but gets tiring day after day. I have an awesome farmer's tan now. I enjoy being with my parents. I probably won't be able to do that for many more years.
Well, wish me a nice time on the date. We are going bowling; I'll fill you in tomorrow.
Thursday, September 14, 1995
Today Dad, Mom, KyVan, and I dropped off raspberries in Salt Lake and then went out for lunch. It was nice to sit down for a few hours.
It's great to always have things to do! Life would be boring if we didn't. I don't think I could ever not have something to do. There's always something to repair, serve, experience, write, do, etc.! I'm grateful!
Well, after I get off work I'll drive home from Logan (ZCMI) and help Mom can or whatever.
Although my job at ZCMI is good I can't wait to do something I really can sink my teeth into.
It's great to always have things to do! Life would be boring if we didn't. I don't think I could ever not have something to do. There's always something to repair, serve, experience, write, do, etc.! I'm grateful!
Well, after I get off work I'll drive home from Logan (ZCMI) and help Mom can or whatever.
Although my job at ZCMI is good I can't wait to do something I really can sink my teeth into.
Wednesday, September 13, 1995
It is so important to take a few minutes each day to study the scriptures and pray. When life gets too busy and stressful it's hard, but even more essential! We have to daily remember who we are and why we are! We must come unto Christ daily and try to become more like Him.
Monday, October 27, 2014
Tuesday, September 12, 1995
A cold has been passed around lately. I have it now, but must still go on. We have tomatoes, peaches(20 bushels), pears, raspberries (endless), salsa, and cucumbers to bottle, freeze, and dry. However, canning is a small thing compared to spending all day picking raspberries (2 acres). Then we have to sell them. The yard and house still must be kept up and meals prepared. Kids have homework and can't help much. So it falls a lot on Mom! The poor thing. She's such a strong person, quick too! She can do anything and everything. Like I've said before, I want to be just like her!!! My dad's super too! He really thinks things out. Although neither one of my parents have a degree they are smart and humble. They study and ask questions of the experts. Brilliant! The best education never ends.
Wednesday, October 22, 2014
Sunday, September 10, 1995
Welcome, welcome Sabbath day! Heavenly Father is there so close to reach out and help us. I wish I could be more worthy of receiving more guidance from Him. He loves us so much! I want to act as He would act and be as He would have me be.
Today is an example of how much He wants us to be happy. It's simply beautiful!!! The hay and lawn are green. The flowers in the yard are splendid! The cloud cover makes all the colors richer, and the temperature is perfect. Honeyville is a wonderful place! A train is trumping it's horn in the distance and I can hear a gentle rumble. Life couldn't be better; however I could and shall be. After all, I'm a daughter of God and have endless potential.
Today is an example of how much He wants us to be happy. It's simply beautiful!!! The hay and lawn are green. The flowers in the yard are splendid! The cloud cover makes all the colors richer, and the temperature is perfect. Honeyville is a wonderful place! A train is trumping it's horn in the distance and I can hear a gentle rumble. Life couldn't be better; however I could and shall be. After all, I'm a daughter of God and have endless potential.
Saturday, September 9, 1995
Good evening! It's a sorry sight how many days I miss writing my journal, but when the routine of school starts it will be better.
I bought a book, Walk Tall, You're a Daughter of God. I'm going to read it tomorrow. It ought to be inspirational.
Yesterday we went to my cousin, Sherylann's, wedding and reception. It was nice; she's sweet and good.
Well, work's about over. Tata!!!
I bought a book, Walk Tall, You're a Daughter of God. I'm going to read it tomorrow. It ought to be inspirational.
Yesterday we went to my cousin, Sherylann's, wedding and reception. It was nice; she's sweet and good.
Well, work's about over. Tata!!!
Monday, September 4, 1995
Good morning! It's a beautiful cloud covered one! On Saturday we had a spectacular fire works show courtesy of Mother Nature (lightening and thunder).
Yesterday we had the Bishop (Mark Bingham) and his wife and Boyd and Mary Bingham family over to visit. It was nice. We had popcorn, cookies, and punch while we sat out on the lawn until it became dark. Then we moved indoors. We have neighbors or family over or go over nearly every Sunday. I love it!!!
I might be going bungee jumping tonight. What fun!!! Let's hope I can!
Today's going to be a great day! I'm going to try to do my best and add a little sparkle to my life.
Yesterday we had the Bishop (Mark Bingham) and his wife and Boyd and Mary Bingham family over to visit. It was nice. We had popcorn, cookies, and punch while we sat out on the lawn until it became dark. Then we moved indoors. We have neighbors or family over or go over nearly every Sunday. I love it!!!
I might be going bungee jumping tonight. What fun!!! Let's hope I can!
Today's going to be a great day! I'm going to try to do my best and add a little sparkle to my life.
Tuesday, October 21, 2014
Saturday , September 2, 1995
Last night the Honeyville gang came over for a surprise birthday party for Melissa Miller. It was fun; we played football, jumped on the trampoline, and just did whatever. It was a lot of fun! After that we took showers and went to Stacy's to watch a movie. It wasn't a very good movie. I'm going to make an extra effort to only watch uplifting, good movies.
I'm so glad tomorrow's Sunday! And Fast Sunday too! I'm fasting for humility, so I can be ready and worthy to be guided by the Spirit.
If it's of any kind of interest: It's kind of a trend for boys to bleach their hair. It turns an awful orange. I don't like it, but most boys don't do it.
Life's great! Be your best!
I'm so glad tomorrow's Sunday! And Fast Sunday too! I'm fasting for humility, so I can be ready and worthy to be guided by the Spirit.
If it's of any kind of interest: It's kind of a trend for boys to bleach their hair. It turns an awful orange. I don't like it, but most boys don't do it.
Life's great! Be your best!
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